The Ghost Of Love

Remember Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore ? Well, this is NOT so it.... Diving into the sea of hope searching for the lost pearls of soul..

My Photo
Name:
Location: Johor Bahru, Johor, Malaysia

sweating from a monotonous confusions and lack of possible recovery...

Sunday, July 25, 2004

A Sudden Demise Of Fate...Hate Conquers All

It was a shock for me. Without warning or notice, you quietly distanced yourself from me.  Like there's  nothing happened between us. As if we were never an item. I'm becoming the invisible man in your eyes.
 
Don't you think I deserved some explanation for this? Some clues on why you are giving me these cold treatments. The only thing that I could think of is that you are too scared to tell me the truth because the truth will not only hurt me but will also hurt you worst.
 
Well I'm already deeply hurt and wounded with your actions lately. You can go on acting as if nothing had happened if that gives you joy. I don't blame you. Let the time heal my wounds. Let the time give back your senses. And let the other times, the happy times, be remembered as a page in life diary.
 
The truth is, this is hard for me to swallow. It will take some time to heal. There is still hope. I know. From now on, I'll just pretend as nothing had happened between us. And what other people say will be DENY.
 
That No! I'm not sad, why should I? We were never an item. Why are you all think that so? You all got it wrong! We're just friends. Yes! It's nothing. I'm OK!, OK?! Yes! I'm happy that she is engaged now. Yes, I am! She is my friend, so I should be happy, you should too! Thanks also for you guys concern, bye!...sigh...