The Ghost Of Love

Remember Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore ? Well, this is NOT so it.... Diving into the sea of hope searching for the lost pearls of soul..

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

A Walk In The Past

If there is one thing I cannot change is the past between us. The memories that remained everlasting. Through good or bad times. Through laughter or tears. Most of it, I'm there.

There are so much of the things we shared in common that it begins to make sense to me why we are separated (for the time being maybe..). The common things makes us competing against each other. At times, it's fun. At other times it's a risk. The drive to be better than the other when actually we should be ONE. When actually combined, we are the BEST.

Maybe that is where we've gone wrong. Or maybe it was me. I should have take one step back. When taking a step back means giving up to you and it's actually taking a step forward to have you.

But there was a thing called EGO which forbid me sometimes to let go. Ego and risk go hand in hand. And sometime taken, you found out that you have nothing in your hands afterward.

Like I've said, a risk taken is not worth to be regret. It should be viewed as a lesson in life. It should be celebrated as the courage to face fear. Sometime courage can be mistaken for arrogance. Feeding the ego of braveness.

Whatever it is, there are good times also. And much much more happier memories than the bad ones. Like I've said, I cannot change the yesterdays. This is a walk in the past to remember who we were and for as long as I can remember, I will cherish each and every moment when I was with you...