Fabricated Emotions

I long for your smile these few weeks
Either keeping myself sane or living a lie
It sometimes harden the fact of me being just silly and wishful thinking
Oh me…
Hope is my only last resort
I’ll balanced my faith by being positive at all times
Well I tried…Oh me
Hope my wish comes true...for oh you…
The question is why or why you?
Is it of me helplessly alone?
The feeling of wanting and ready?
Hallucinations? Fabricated emotions? Filling the hole?
Self pity? The question is really…
What is wrong with me??
Still hoping…

© Mosh 30/10/2003 Sunrise at Muo